Forsaken me!

What else do u expect me to do? Huh? I did everything! But still,dont enuff for u. I know for a long time u see me as a burden to u. What else do u want me to do?? Im so sick of all this. There's nothing goodness u see and me and I know u very well. U'll never be nice to me. It all fake. Totally fake! Im tired. Too tired. U want me to go more further right? U want it, so u got it. I'll go far away from u. And I never come back. Im waiting for the chance to go out from here. Dont judge me too much if u dont know the pain Im going thru for this 19 years. U'll never know how the pain feels like. Not at all. Thanks cuz being fake for all this time. I'll never forget.