Finally

Wut shud i type rite now? Kenape masalah dtg bertimpa-timpa? Xlaratnya nk tanggung semua ni. Why? Wut is the mistakes I did? Lepas satu-satu masalah dtg. Kenape ni? Salah ape aku da buat smpai sekarang aku dilayan cara yg same? Akhirnye,berjaya jugak die buat aku nangis. Terima kasih. Rase lega sikit beban wlaupun luka yg die bagi makin lama makin dalam. Aku xmaksodkan pun ape yg aku ckp tuh. Belum habes explain lg,da terjah mcam2. Nmpk sgt benci. Im giving up. U win. Congrats. But please. Please stop all this for awhile. Let me catch my breath. I need air. The fresh air. Byk lg mslah aku nk fikir. Tolong bg aku ruang nk hidup. Jgn tmbah lagi masalah yg sedia ada. To ayah, i love u. I always do. But I cant do this anymore. It is hurt ayah. I know u understand me alot. Tp sekarang rasenye lain dah. Da xlarat nk tanggung smua ni. Tuhan je yg tau. I want to solve all of this. One by one. Step by step. But I cant do it alone. It is better if I get away from everyone? So that everyone can live happily ever after. They dont need me. If Im not here,there's no diff.