The Breath Takers

Friday, November 28, 2014


Tiba-tiba semuanya. What else can go wrong?
Ini semua kerana affection dan sayang. Maaf kerana kasar.
Aku sudah hilang kawalan.

Anything can be as simple as I want to. All I have to do is let go the darkness and be happy as much as I wanted. This fragile eff-ing stubborn heart won't let it happen as a matter of fact, I do and hope everything will be okay and easy.

Am I that unimportant to you?
Am I not that interesting? 
Have I changed? 
Yes. I did notice that somehow I am not me.

Somehow I pretend to be happy while I'm not.


The one and only thing I'm not pretending is my love and care towards this relationship. 

Those feelings are REAL.

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014


"Days grew longer and night grew shorter, I can show you I'll be the one."

Can it happen? Can it be understood? 
Can I request for it? Can you make sure that I'll be okay?

Boleh ke aku anggap ini semua mimpi ngeri?


Ianya perit.

Semoga hati tenang.  I missed the old me. The happy Farah.


Tertanya-tanya setiap kali kejadian itu berlaku.
Tapi I've been asked to trust him.
But how accurate the coincidence can be?
And again, I kept it inside my heart.

Sebenarnya terlampau penat untuk bertanya. Pahit rasanya.