The Breath Takers

Tuesday, January 31, 2012


When people say, "Think before you speak." DO IT. Words go a long way - words hurt.

There's no relationship which can be long lasting without trust.

Life becomes much chaotic now.

I do not know for how much longer I can hold on.

Tak mungkin dapat bertahan lama.

But for everyone I cares about, I must be strong.

Its fine with me even there's people who doesn't really care about me.

I just need to free my mind to handle these things.

Kalau tak kuat, dah lama aku boleh kena histeria.

Fikir dulu sebelum cakap. I do remember every single thing that you've said and don't even effin' try to twist your words.

Ceritaharini; Where shud I go? When the only person, who has the ability to wipe out my tears, is exactly the one who is making me cry. Thanks for making me such a fighter.

Monday, January 30, 2012

Can you please respect my privacy

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me

Why can't they back up off me?
Why can't they let me live?
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is.

Ceritaharini ; Bastard + Bastard = Korang memang padan.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Selama 21 tahun

I've been waiting for so many years for this.

The day that I'll never forget. Forever.

This kinda discussion is the best way to know what is wrong and what is right.

I know they just want the best things for me and I do understand it.

It is just, where's my right to speak?

Where's my right to live?


I'm thankful for dad giving me that right.

I'm glad at least there's someone who understand me totally.

Everyone have their own problems, mistakes and so.

The thing is now we know each others thought.

Thats the best.

Ceritaharini ; Sangat perit untuk simpan segala duka sendirian.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Please learn form the past

Katalah apa saja
Yang jelik penuh dusta
Kau bebas warnai diriku
Di minda yang kelabu

Siapa diri ini
Tuhan yang memahami
Amarah dan kecewa
Hanyalah bara membakar jiwa

Sungguh pun ku terkilan
Terguris perasaan
Ku pilih berdiam diri

Ceritaharini; Tanpa Dendam Dihati.

Monday, January 23, 2012

While Im Here

This is it.

The day that I'll never forget.

The pain I feel inside will never heal.

Again, silent will kill me and everyone around me.

And again, I've been judging and been accused by the way I act and how nature treats me.

Guess life is not in love with me. It hates me.

While Im here, I'll take care of myself.

While Im here, I'll pretend that I'll never listen.

While Im here, I'll pretend that I'll never see.

While Im here, I'll pretend that I'll never feel anything.

It is hard to face things that you can't easily express.

My mouth was like been locked and I don't even know why.

I never asked to be born this way.

I never choose to be in this situation.

This is who I really am.

Im not somebody. Im just an ordinary girl from an ordinary place.

I really never asked people to treat me like this.

I will never hurt someone that I care about more than myself.

Its hurt enough when people said, "U and I are diff. Been raised in a different family."

Is this "Status" situation really exists?

I wish it is not until someone believes it.

I am sorry for being born this way and with this family.

I am sorry. I really am.

Ceritaharini ; Sometimes people don't notice the things we do for them until we stop doing them.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Deeply wounded

You cut away the heart of my life
When I pretend when I smile
to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
it's just a show
I'm on a stage a day or night
i go through my charades
but how can I disguise
what's in my eyes.

Ceritaharini ; Promises it's not that funny to be play with. Guess you proved to me that your words is useless and can't even be trusted anymore.

Monday, January 16, 2012

This is it

"True love never speaks. It shows."

Why sometimes everything are so hard for me?

And why even sometimes every small problems are neglected?

Am I worry too much or you're the one take it too easy?

Im not an angel. I do have feelings if you do notice.

And I do learned that sometimes we can't ask questions too much. You might never get the answers somehow.

I don't really know what's going on here.

Ceritaharini ; I'd rather hear a guy say, "I made plans for us." Instead of the usual.. "I don't know, it's whatever you wanna do."

Sunday, January 8, 2012

2011 reviews

Sometimes you just feel tired. You feel weak and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength. And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up. And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

As you get older, your expectations or trust of others is not as high as it was when one was young. Naive and felt unstoppable. That is one of the things that many of us strive to regain most from life as we age, which is this innocence we once had, but due to the scars one accumulates with age, finding ones way back to this prized destination is almost impossible. Because the compass we used then has been shattered by the weight of life’s disappointments.

Ceritaharini ; Be strong.

The "Callan" Method by PROCOMMS

Hi peeps!

Okaay let's get straight to the point.

Ever heard of Callan method? Nah? So do I.

The more I read about it, the more I want to try it! Bet you'll feel the same too.

Trust me : )

As Im a TESL-ian, I did not noticed that this method is existed. It's cool! Totally.

And do you know what is the best part I'm going to tell ya?

This is it.

(click the picture for a better view)

Kawan-kawan saya sekarang dah ada English Workshop sendiri! Tahniah tahniah tahniah! ^.^

For those who have kids and you yourself would like to improve your English listening and speaking skills, you MUST join this English workshop! It's a MUST.

Why I said so? This is why.

It is a direct method created specifically to enhance your comprehension and speaking abilities in a pleasant but intensive atmosphere. The "Question-Answer" format of the lesson ensures that you are actively involved in hearing and using the language to a maximum.

The teacher keeps the lesson moving swiftly in order that you learn to understand English at its natural spoken speed.

Haaaa. Impressed much?

The secret to success when learning a language is to repeat, repeat and repeat and to speak without thinking. This "Callan Method" will help you. Seriously :)

And guys, you will start speaking English straight away and with instant results, the success I guaranteed.

Tak kira yang tua mahupun muda. Tak salah kalau nak maju dalam hidup. Kan? =)

Make you feel my love

It's sad isn't it?

Getting hurt so much you can say you're used to it.

I've no more ideas what did I do wrong to her.

It is sad.

It is something that makes me want miracle happen ASAP.

I can see the gap between us.

I am sick and she don't give a damn about it.

And I guess death would heal everything aite?

It takes no harm to say Hello to me.

It takes no harm to Smile to me.

It takes no harm to Talk to me.

It takes no harm to say "Are you okay?" to me.

Ceritaharini ; I know you never meant to do everything you put me through. It's okay I forgive you.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012



All of this are dedicated to you :)

"It's that moment, when you don't even know who your friends are anymore. When everything you once believed, was thrown away. When all the trust you had, is lost. When you dont want the next day to come."

"I had never felt this way before. But you had the power to make me fall in love with you."

"Sometimes all we need is Someone to tell us that its gonna be alright."

"A person should never say why they love you, but they should say how they know they love you."

Ceritaharini ; If there's a will, there's always a way.