The Breath Takers

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Second Chance

Open my eyes, let me see you 
and blow this blinding darkness away.
Open my eyes, let me find you.
Give me a sign. 

 P/s : I believe in second chances, I just don't think everyone deserves them.

Friday, December 21, 2012


 Welcome to the real world where things always get broken glasses,ashtrays,plates and hearts left wide open.  Ears that hear things.  No one likes to hear memories in our hearts of people not here.  Feet that walk down beaten tracks.  

Burdens we all carry dead weights on our back.  We all need to open our eyes and see one day we won't be here.  And will wish we could be.  So love precious ones, hold them close to your hearts.

P/s: Nothing ever begins. Nothing ever ends. Everything always continues.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

I Miss You. Damn Much.

P/s ; Wake me up, when December ends ~
Shit happens.

Monday, December 17, 2012

December 11, 2012

Objective : Gathering and making more love again with Ohana . Terbukti, distance is NOT everything :)

We all in THIS together :)
Buddies till heaven :)

Melah, Lilo, Senah :)

Que & Melah :)

My priority :)

Amet :)

Que :)

Sayang :)

Senah :)

The Ohana 2009 till DEATH. ( Ainaa takde. Hukhuk)

Friday, December 14, 2012

Saying For You

Oh no, don't go changing 
That's what you told me from the start. 
Thought you where something different 
That's when it all just fell apart. 

 I was losing myself to somebody else 
But now I see 
I don't wanna pretend 
So this is the end of you and me 
Cause the girl that you want 
She was tearing us apart 
Cause she's everything 
Everything I'm not 

 It's not like I need somebody 
Telling me where I should go at night
 Don't worry you'll find somebody 
Someone to tell how to live their life 

 Now wait a minute 
Because of you 
I never knew all the things that I had 
Hey don't u get it
 I'm not going anywhere with you tonight 
Cause this is my life

Congratulation Abg Hafiz & Kak Fatin


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Langkawi, Kedah

P/s : I like the environment! :)

Monday, November 12, 2012

Both Are The Same

" A Simple Line Can Make You Laugh or Cry"

How about repeating lines that make you sad and hurt ?
Adding up with several "ACUTE" actions in front of my eyes ,
Every day?
Every second?
Every minute?

I don't understand why can't they understand. Maybe I should respect my self enough to walk away from anything that no longer deserves me, grows me or makes me happy.

P/s : May next year be filled with great surprises, wonderful memories, hope, smiles, laughter and Love.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Back to Back

Some people said, being selfish is sucks. Some cannot feel it and some can understand it. But for me is different.

The fear mongers are on the job. Do not fear anyone who breathe and bleed. Be strong, bold and resolute.

P/s : The reason I did not catch you was that I knew if I did, I could never let you go.

Thursday, November 8, 2012


Thought it was me and you babe,
Me and you until the end, 
but I guess I was wrong.

P/s: I couldn't face a life without your light, but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

Friday, November 2, 2012

November 1st

Choose your pain wisely. Some of it never goes away.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

End of October

"One day someone will walk into your life and make you see why it never worked out with anyone else." 

 P/s :You don't truly know a woman until you understand every word she's not saying to you.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

My List To-Do for Today

  1. Count my blessings 
  2. Practice kindness 
  3. Let go of what I can't control 
  4. Listen to my heart 
  5. Be productive yet calm 
  6. Just breathe

Monday, October 29, 2012


People are often unreasonable and self-centred. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway

If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. 

The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. 

For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Hi, Life

Dear Life,

I feel so much better than yesterday. Thank you for giving me the opportunities that I might not expect. But truthfully I know I can't stop now and I can't holding on to this for too long. One small mistake might turn my life upside down. So far, I learn how to recognize stupid games and how to control it. It is not gonna be something bad towards me but in fact, it did gave me 1001 reasons why and how it is happened. 

I'm not going to stand, sit and looking back what I've done before. Life must go on. Don't give a shit for what had happened, who is your enemy, the one that always think she/he gonna bring you down someday due to her/his enviousness, and whoever on this Earth that think you might not be success in whatever you're doing. That's bullshit. Craps all over their life.

For you, who is still using your ugly mouth to bring me down, I think I'm okay with it. Truthfully I understand it. Go on and do whatever you wanna do. It doesn't mean I'm giving up on you. It's not. I'm giving up with your damn attitude. It's sickening me. I will not give up with this kinda species anymore. I know I'm going to face them until I die. Throughout my life. Forever. 

I'm working, learning, nurturing, teaching. I have objectives in life to be achieve. Till then you're gonna watch me achieving those while you're not. I hope you do learn from your environment and adapt to it. Please, learn. Put aside your ego for awhile. It will not bring you any harm.

Last but not least, I love my life. Please do envy that ;)                          
Lilo Ohana

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Anniversary merry worry

"For as long as you keep making the same mistake,
so I vow to keep correcting you."

Dear life,

How can I deal with this? Sometimes I cried, sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm lost. Sometimes I keep turning back hundred times. Am I expect the unexpected? Am I the one who feels this way?

Even sometimes I don't understand who they are. Who they are to me.

Thursday, September 13, 2012


You lied to me. You keeping secrets. You're different. You abandoned me. And,

This is for you.

I been trying hold my head up high
I been lying keeping it all inside
Trying not to trust you.

I'm done, I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it, so what?
I've lost a friend before
Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me.

Sick of all the fighting
All the slamming of the doors
The pain too deep to ignore
Step back, can you see it through my eyes?

I don't wanna be perceived for something that I'm not
Just wanna be accepted for the little that I got
If you could see me now in my glass house
Not ready to let you in.

"Rahsia ini telah lama ku pendamkan,
Tiba masanya segala-galanya,
Ku ceritakan.

Aku kan pergi
Pergi ku tak akan kembali
Tiba masanya
Kau cari teman pengganti."

P/s : I forgot. You did found someone.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012


Its better to cry than to be angry because anger hurt others, while tears flow silently through the soul and cleanses the heart.

I am half giving up. It hurts me bad. Too bad.

Monday, September 10, 2012

50 ways to say goodbye

When you allow yourself to become an option to a person, you let yourself become a number. When you become a number to them you become a game to them. When you become a game to them they will never become serious about you. They might win you now but won't care about losing you later.

You control how you allow the people in your life to treat you. So if you're going to be a number be number 1. If you're going to be an option be the only option. If you're going to become a game learn how to play it.


Thursday, September 6, 2012


Esok berazam nak ada album Sofaz (>.<) Dah lamaaaa tak ganti. Ngee. Well, with them it did make my day better this week :) For the first time. Jjyeah!

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cuz love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help..

Grant us the faith to carry on
Hoping it seems all hope is gone
Cuz it seems like so much is goin' wrong
On this road we're on...

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Hi -Time

Hari-hari makin sibuk. Hal dunia, hal peribadi. Tapi seronok! Jangan salah sangka. Silap langkah, merana badan. Do mark my word :)

And I will make sure to keep my distance,
Say "I love you" when you're not listening,
And how long can we keep this up?

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Pejam celik, pejam celik

Well, it's been 10 months already I've been working here. Quite ok. Or I must say, more than OK. It is more than I've expected.

I know my limit. I know where I stand. I do know.

People tends to see that everything went so well.

But, they're wrong. I'm sorry.

Friday, August 31, 2012

August 2012

" That's what courage is. If you weren't scared,you wouldn't need courage in the first place."

Month after month passed by. But the feeling is still the same.

Why? How? Who? Geeeez. Feels like wanna run away from here. Alone. Serabut betul semua ni. But this is the path I've chose. Tapi kenapa rasa kosong? -.-"

Where is the feeling that I've used to feel those days before? Where did it go? Think I should do something about it. Something EXTRAORDINARY! Yeah! I will. I must!

Well, here comes September ...

Monday, August 20, 2012

Eid Mubarak 2012

Syawal comes again :) Bring a lot of miracles to me, my family, friends and the one that I care the most. No matter how messed up our life is, be compromise to each part of it. Leave the nightmare behind and chase the happiness.

Its not anyone's fault when something bad happened to us. And I don't blame anyone or the situation. I'm learning and I still. No one can stand upon my dreams. No one can break it.

It is not my fault you can't be like me. It is not my fault you can't be happy just like I do. It is not my fault you hate me. It is not my fault my life is like this. This is my fate. This is my destiny.

I've been through many kind of situation before. And I thanked for each problem that came into my life. I really do. It takes me so much of pain to get through all of this before. But not today or before. Semua ini berkat restu mama dan ayah :)

Nasihat demi nasihat dari mereka mematangkan lagi perjalanan hidup. Restu yang diberikan sangat bermakna. Sebagai pelindung dari hasad dengki dan perbuatan laknat manusia. I don't know how to thank them enuff. Cuma doa sebagai balasan buat mama dan ayah.

Terima kasih restu hidup saya. Terima kasih restu pekerjaan yang saya sedang jalankan sekarang. Mungkin dengan restu mereka, saya masih bertahan berdiri disini walaupun seorang demi seorang cuba buat onar yang negatif dan memesongkan. Dan buat sekian kalinya, terima kasih merestui hubungan saya dengan si Dia. Sekali lagi, Trust is gain :) I'm glad I've gained their trust.

Kepada yang diluar sana, manusia berubah. Menghakimi seseorang dengan kisah silamnya adalah tindakan yang pra-matang. Cuba berfikir menggunakan akal dan biarkan akal membuat tindakannya. Bukan hati. Tarik nafas dan berfikir. Semudah itu sahaja.

Saya juga mahu menyangkal idea yang bahawa umur adalah penghalang segala kejayaan. Umur tidak menjadi halangan untuk saya berjaya. 21 tahun bukan sekadar angka. Membuktikan sesuatu dengan tergesa-gesa akan mengecewakan anda suatu masa nanti. Mungkin ya, hasilnya akan dapat dirasa dalam masa yang singkat. Akan tetapi, risikonya lebih perit untuk ditempuh.

Kepada semua yang bergelar kawan atau pernah bergelar kawan, 10 jari disusun untuk memohon seribu kemaafan dari anda. Segala yang pernah dilakukan terhadap saya, keluarga telah dimaafkan. Hidup saya sentiasa mudah. Memaafkan manuasia adalah perkara yang paling sukar tetapi apabila hati tenang, semuanya kembali mudah.


Sunday, July 29, 2012


Another busy month that I have to endure.

June also played the same role.


Convocation day was sucks but the present of the people that I care about, cured it :)

July, is the month of mystery. Full of mystery.

Wondering where I should go.

Wondering when. Why.


Thursday, June 21, 2012

Keys for a Good Love

1. Respect
2. Honesty
3. Trust
4. Care
5. Free time
6. Having Fun
7. Bonding
8. Patience
9. Understanding
10. Sacrifice

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Blessing in disguise

Be thankful for assclowns. They’re a blessing in disguise. They’re not teaching you that you’re unlovable. They’re teaching you that you need to love yourself.


Wednesday, May 16, 2012



Some days, it’s hard. It’s really hard. I know it is. I know what it’s like, trust me, I do. I pray and hope that maybe, one day, life will be good and love will treat us right. Maybe, one day, everything will find its path and fall into place. Maybe, one day, you will find someone to whom you will tell everything, with whom you can be somebody spectacular and beautiful.

Somebody to whom you will mean the world. Imagine what it must be like to be loved, to feel wanted, missed, dreamed of. To have your heart filled with warmth and to have all your worries and doubts cast away by a mere embrace or soft touch of lips. To know that there is someone out there who loves you unconditionally, no matter how many times you stumble, fall, or bruise yourself..

Thursday, May 10, 2012

I believe

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Ceritaharini ; If u wanna be with me.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Cheer up Lilo!

1. Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living?

2. Set your goals. Then put on your running shoes. Life moves fast.

3. People will hate you. Rate you. Shake you and break you. But how strong you stand is what makes you.

Ceritaharini ; Courage is what when you are at a certain point in your life that you do not know which road to take.. Yet, you choose the one that you have no idea where it leads.. But have no fear of finding out..

Smile, you're beautiful.

Am I too weird or am I the one who can't adapt myself to my surrounding?

Gosh this is so not 2012.

But still can mess the head up.

This is not me and why should I give a damn?

I'm just giving my heart a break rather than let it break my heart.

I'm not guilty and still I do wanna live. Forever.

I turn to you. Yes, YOU.

Assumptions really can kill you mentally and physically.

Kenapa harus sedih Ain?

Mungkin sebab penerimaan secara ikhlas tidak ditonjolkan.

What should I say more?

I know.


Ceritaharini ; If you forgive too much, people get used to hurt you.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012


1. Fall in love.
2. Be silly.
3. Be wild.
4. Be fun.
5. Be over zealous.
6. Take chances.
7. Take risks.
8. Make life a ride worth watching.
9. Be kind.
10. Make someone happy.
11. Be good in all you do.
12. Do for the greater good.
13. No evil.
14. Live, love, laugh.
15. Be healthy.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Make Me Yours

Even if we were to lose

Even if we were to die

If we just give up

Then nothing will ever change


Sometimes that answers are easy but the questions are complicated.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Why Do People With Less Effort Got More?

Be considerate in all things I guess doesn't count a bit.

Plus, it just cut me down into million pieces!

The door is closed now.

I can't live in lies everyday cuz I know, people around me do get hurt when I lie.

It is different with lies and not been told or being secretive about it.

It sucks.

I received more than enuff.

Being hypocrite is the thing that I hate the most.

But now, I'm one of it.

Thanks to you and YOU.

Monday, March 26, 2012

Crying for them

How I wish to be with you guys again :(

Dedicated to :

i) Senah
ii) Que
iii) Melah
iv) Ainaa
v) Timah
vi) Mayam
vii) Adira

Luckily I still got these pics :)