Life in KUIS

time : 11 pm

suddenly the past times get into my mind. wut i've done before? why i've been so stupid like a nver a stupid call herself stupid(pe ngarot plak ni).

yaaaa.

sy sudah BERUBAH.

sgt2 berubah.but the thing is,rmai yg xsuke dgn perubahan ni. tp kenapa?

susah sgt ke nk terima Farah yg skarang ni? Hmm mybe dorg xkenal aku sblum no.so go ahead and talk bitches. Ngaaaa~

xhabes2 nk merosakkan hidup aku.aku xsentuh korang pon dan aku xhadap pon nk sentuh korg laa.be open laaa.this is life we talk about.there's a lie behind every truth.

Ahhh.

Pegilantak ahh korg nk ckp pe psal akuh.lagi korg xsuke,lagi aku wat. rasekan.hahahahahah!! ;)Fyi,there's no perfection in life,okay? Only the The Almighty Allah. name je plajar course islamic,tapi,personaliti hampas. Tukar je course weh.Klau korg jeles aku ade pe yg korg tade,u deserve to be jealous.cuz i've tried so hard to reach for it.Aku usaha. Bukan cam korg,talking SHIT,SHIT,SHIT.Habuk tade.

Haaaa. 1 more. Dear Mohammad Zulkiflie :)

Too many things i love about u. U love me alot,u care for me alot,u hear me alot,u call me alot,u text me alot and i love u alot too! huhuhu~ Its true,there's some pple before u.But still,they cant beat u till the end of the world. U're priceless and alwys make me breathless. No matter wut u do,even the good or bad,i rather been hurt by u. As long as u with me,Im willing to give myself to be hurt. I aint care bout anyguys who tried to approach. Cuz they are ZERO for me. Mmg da mati da perasaan utk laki lain. All the jealousy thingy,errr hve to admit.Still haunting me. Afraid that u might forget me and put all of your attention to her. Sumhow deep inside,IF sumday we'll tear apart,only 1 thing i dun wanna u ask me. Dun ask me to be your friend even we're break up. Pls dont. I might not be able to cntrol myself. I might be fall in luv with u again. It will take the rest of my life to forgot on all wut we have. Cuz I adore u too much =)

Cherish the last day out with u

Hrini sgt bosan duk rumah. Lpas2 kmas bilik teros gi mndi. Gle berpeluh. Huhuhu~ Smlam,i went out with my teddy ;) Sgt seronok+sedih in moment. Huuu~ Kmi xpegi sekali kali ni cuz memule senah suh fllow die smpai Mid. Cuz die nk amek bas kat KL Sentral.(pelik2 je senah ni). Ngeeeee~ Tp xikot pon cuz train smpai awl n sy xsiap lg time tuh. Haisshhh~ Kli ni 2nd time kami xgi skali. 1st time mase 1st date. Hehehe.

Smpai je Mid,aku jenjalan n jenjalan. Bju kat FOS lawa gile ouhh!! Da la tgh sale. Ngeee~ Tgok ah next week cmne. Either tpkse kuar duet or mintak ayah. Hehehe!! around 1 lebih Zul pon smpai. Bley plak aku sesat xjumpe Zul. Da takot pon ade sebenarnye. Wuuuu~ Akhernye,jumpe jugak die! Waaaaaa rindu die! Huhuhu~ Padahal last week jumpe da pon. Ngeee. Kmi tgok Kick-Ass. Errr lawak plus,agk selebet. Hehehe! Lpas tu hbes,gi mkn plak. Then kami kekenyangan smpai taleh jalan. =_=". Dduk je ats krusi lelame. Heeee~ Tobat tanak mkan smpai kenyang lg dah.

Hmm after all ths,i'll never see him till next week. Gonna be a rough week for me T_T. Cepat2 la seminggu berlalu. Saye akan rindu die sesangaaaaaaaaaaaaatnye. Sayang cepat-cepat la balik tauu =(

I actually thought I didn't care. Then I saw you with another girl. And then I cared. Far, far too much.

Alahaii. Pe nk jadi dgn dunia ni? Makin lame makin pelik. Same la cam aku. huuuu~ makin lame makin pelik. Sape yg patot aku pcaye? Tp semstinye aku kne pcaye pade sape yg pcaye aku. Ngeeee~ Aku xfaham laaaaa!! Dan klau boleh mmg aku xnak faham. Kalau aku faham,mybe akan mnyakitkan lagi hati kot? Baik aku tatau pape kan? Lebih baik aku diam jek =)

Luahan Hati Seorang Wanita (Apejadah ni?)

1.Sensitif

Bukan bermaksud suka merajuk, tapi hanya ingin bermanja dan mendapatkan perhatian.

2.Cerewet

Bukan bermaksud FUSSY tak tentu hala, kadang 2 ingin LELAKImengikut kata-katanya sekali sekala.

3.Halus

Ibarat sehelai sutera, cantik, mulus, lembut dan mudah tercarik dan koyak. Walaupun seorang wanita memaafkan seseorang yang lain atas sebab kesalahan, biasanya WANITA akan ingat kesalahan tersebut untuk disimpan jadi pengajaran. Bukan DENDAM.

4.Ikhlas

Ikhlas seorang wanita tak perlu diragui.

5.Korban

WANITA sanggup berkorban apa saja untuk seseorang yang amat disayangi, termasuk ibu

bapa, anak-anak dan suami. WANITA amat tabah.

6.Prihatin

Sentiasa memerhatikan keadaan sekeliling dalam diam

7.Manja

Walaupun dia adalah seorang WANITA yang pandai berdikari, naluri seorang WANITA masih lagi tetap seorang WANITA. Suka bermanja bukan hanya kepada insan yang bernama

LELAKI, namun juga sesama kaum.

8.Ego

WANITA yang terlalu sayangkan kekasihnya sanggup menolak ketepi EGOnya apabila

bersemuka dengan yang dicintai.

9.Cinta

CINTA pertama bagi wanita adalah yang paling dalam dan tulus.

Esok exam. Dan saye bosan. T_T

How old were you when you had your first relationship?

= Im 14 y/o. Heee~

Are you taken/single?

= TAKEN =)

Ever had your heartbroken?

= Once.

Miss anyone right now?

=Yup..Sy rindu Bie saye! =(

Who was the last person you sent a text to?

=Err it alwys be Mohammad Zulkiflie ;)

Last person to text you?

=Mohammad Zulkiflie ;)

Last person you saw?

=Haaaaaa~ Tade sape. Sorg aje kt umah ni. hehehe!

Who do you trust the most in your life?=Mohammad Zulkiflie n Senah.
Who has hurt you the most?=SECRET =)
Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?=Yeah.. Too much perhaps..
Are you happy?=Im fine.
Ever been cheated on?=So many times.
Who do you love most?= U tell me :)

Kebosanan =_=

1.Where are you right now?
=Dlm bilik sndri.

2.What do you wish you were doing right now?

=Err i wish i can eat cheesecake rite now :(

3.What shirt are you wearing right now?

=Sleeveless.

4.What are you eating right now?

=Im aint eat nothing.

5.What room are you in right now?

=Laaa kn da ckp td. kt blik sndri laaaa!

6.What are you listening to right now?

=Dont say u love me by M2M

7.What pants are you wearing right now?

=Sy anak dara. Pkai kain ;p

8.What shoes are you wearing right now?

=Mne buleh pkai kasot dlm umah sengal~

9.What socks are you wearing right now?

=Mlm ni pnas. Not wear it.

10.Who do you wish you were with right now?

=Dgn hubby sy of course :)

11.What time is it right now?

= 11.37pm

12.What is one thing you would change right now?

=Rasenye tade bnde yg nk diubah ;)

13.What is next to you right now?

=No one. It only me all alone~

14.What will you do next right now?

=Bace buku! Next week exam T_T

PADAT

Wahahahahaha~ agk lame xmenulis. bukan ape. ttibe rase liat semacam. yelaa. not all things kite kne tulis. nak gak de privacy utk diri ;p Poyo jekk~ haaa tujuan tulis kali ni nk cerite sal kitorang gi program PADAT. Rupenye,PADAT yg anjurkan program. Salah tafsir btol. Gi karnival je pon =_=". Kami keliru mase tuh,tp xpe ahh. Agak enjoy bile brsame kwan2. Mcam2 jadi.Tapi xpelahh. Hidup mmg camni kan? Susah utk ditafsir. Manusia pon kite susah nk tafsir apetah lagi HIDUP. Xpelah Farah. Teroskan! :) Kt sane kitorg jenjalan cari mkn jek. Mcm2 gak beli. Tp tgok bju kurung kt sane cantik gile! tp kne save bajet. Nnti lari. Huhuhu~ Tade pe pon kitorang wat kt sane. Just jlan,borak2 n suddenly de org amek gmbar kitorang. Kitorg pon macam,"Pehal mamat neh?". Agk siot sbnrnye amek gmbar anak2 dara ye. Xbaik. Klau nk bgmbar pon bgtaw le. Igt kami artis? hehehehe! Hmmm kami balek around 10.40 xsilapnye laaa. Agk sejuk dlm bas. But sumhow,the journey with Husna,made me comfortable.She's diff. She knew exactly wut I feel. Bukan calang2 org bleh faham sy. Hnye org trtentu jek :)

Sinar-Nya

Entah knpe ttbe. sesuatu berlaku. dan ianya stu tuduhan yg melampau untuk org yg xbersalah. die hnye tulis scre menasihati. bukan tuduhan. mreke fitnah mcm2. die tulis bnde yg org laen nmpak,org laen bgtau die,dan juga perasaan mereka yg diluahkan kpd die. tp mereka? mereka simply accused for sumthing she doesnt do! it is unfair for her. but its ok. now she knew,who's the friend she can count in. yeah. im the GIRL. n i love my so called "Friend".


Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me =)

I wanna be the girl you fall for when everybody else is falling for you..

So, i want to be sum1's last call of the night
& their first thought in the morning.
I want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'.
I want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments.
I want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
But most importantly,
I just want to know someone considers me theirs =)

Any guy can love a thousand girls... but only a rare guy can love one girl in a thousand ways

Arini sgt gelabah sbb de presentation dan jge exam. Adoyaiii. Xtaw le ape aku jwab exam td. Yg penting aku dah cube. Hehehehe~ Td presentation alhamdulillah bjlan lancar. Even Madam kte ok,deep inside rse xbley blaaa gile. Trok kot aku present td. Heeeee~ Lantak laah. Da lpas da pon. Err nk cite ke xnak? Hmm xpe pasni nk sorok website ni. Heheheheh! Err kmi sgt xtahan duk kelas lelame. Mcm2 nk jadi. Bikin pnas je. Ngeeeee~ Bukan pe,telinge da xtahan dgr org kutok memacam. Berubah le kwan2. Kite dtg nk belajar. Bukan trjebak bnde2 sakai cmtuh. Hmmm fkir2lah sndri. U know urself better than me. Klau le korg ley dgr pe yg org kutok korg tuh,mst korg nk tukar kolej. Serius. Skang tgok laa,org slowly carik psal ngn korg. Tayah le nk salahkan dorg pe yg dorg wat kt korang. Salahkan diri sndiri dlu sbb korg yg wat diri korang terjebak bnde2 cmni. Even Timah ngn Mariam yg senyap tu pon bley lepas rase yg xsedap sal korg,petah lg yg laen. Sgt maluuuu weh dgr pe yg dorg ckp. Lagi2 dri mulot kawan korg sendiri. Pandai2 korg le nk setel. Korg stat,korg habeskan.