Apology

Sangat sebokk. Busy. Tension. Busy. Tension. Away for awhile.

P/s : I believe that something are meant to be.

Speechless

Not in the mood today to post anything. I'll be back tomorrow. Promise :)

Forsaken me!

What else do u expect me to do? Huh? I did everything! But still,dont enuff for u. I know for a long time u see me as a burden to u. What else do u want me to do?? Im so sick of all this. There's nothing goodness u see and me and I know u very well. U'll never be nice to me. It all fake. Totally fake! Im tired. Too tired. U want me to go more further right? U want it, so u got it. I'll go far away from u. And I never come back. Im waiting for the chance to go out from here. Dont judge me too much if u dont know the pain Im going thru for this 19 years. U'll never know how the pain feels like. Not at all. Thanks cuz being fake for all this time. I'll never forget.

Truth

Life starts at the end of your comfort zone.

Somehow

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you. But trusting them not to.

Neither

Kemana perginya masa indah itu

Tuhan tolong kembalikan kisahku

Time

Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that never there for you. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves. For growing up.

Heart

* love the lyrics :) *

Saturate me

You were my first slow dance

Thouht that we had a chance

But together it was too hard for you

Oh its hard for you tho'

Ready

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

I learned to laugh, I learned to cry. Will I ever learn to say good-bye?

I must learn it. Somehow.

You

*Yeah u. Inspired me alot! Thanks for the beautiful songs :)*

Wise

Understand that no matter how many times you say you're sorry it wont wash away all the pain and hurt you caused and the tears you made me cry.

Flashback

I love it when they try to get intimate

Even thoguh they know I really ain't into it

(You're not into it?)

I'm not into it

I already know they game and I've been through it

See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans

Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath

You wanna step to me?

Said you gotta' long way 2 go

(Rock wit me now)

Claim that you're so hott and you say you got skills in the bedroom

You try to flirt when you're so not

Had a chance you still never come through

You say you wanna come see me

Cuz' you know you're girlfriend wanna be me (uh)

I'ma tell you why you can't

Said you gotta long way 2 go

Say you wanna love me ?

Wanna love me?

Wanna touch me?

Think twice cuz' you gotta long way 2 go

Don't know how to act

You betta' fall back

It's like that cuz you gotta long way 2 go

It's not that deep

Take it easy

You wanna please me?

Got a long way 2 go

I'ma bad girl

You wanna get close?

Ease up cuz you gotta a long way

I love it when they try to gat scandalous

Even though they know they really can't handle it

( They can't handle it?)

They can't handle it

Try and take me out to dinner I cancel it

If you really wanna know me first of all

You should never try to get to personal

Cuz' I meant it when I said

That you gotta long way to go

Claim that you're so hott and you say yo got skills in the bedroom

You try to flirt when you're so not

Had a chance you still never come through

You say you wanna come see me

Cuz' you know you're girlfriend wanna be me (uh)

I'ma tell you why you can't

Said you gotta long way 2 go

Say you wanna love me ?

Chorus:

Wanna love me?

Wanna touch me?

Think twice cuz' you gotta long way 2 go

Don't know how to act

You betta' fall back

It's like that cuz you gotta long way 2 go

It's not that deep

Take it easy

You wanna please me?

Got a long way 2 go

I'ma bad girl

You wanna get close?

Ease up cuz you gotta a long way-

Bridge:

Claim that you're so hott and you say yo got skills in the bedroom

You try to flirt when you're so not

Had a chance you still never come through

You say you wanna come see me

Cuz' you know you're girlfriend wanna be me

Said you gotta' long way to go

Chorus: Wanna love me?

Wanna touch me?

Think twice cuz' you gotta long way 2 go

Don't know how to act

You betta' fall back

It's like that cuz you gotta long way 2 go

It's not that deep

Take it easy

You wanna please me?

Got a long way 2 go

I'ma bad girl

You wanna get close?

Ease up cuz you gotta a long way 2 go.

Cloud

cinta dan sakiti aku

kalau itu dapat membahagiakanmu

Her

* LOVE HER TILL DEATH!! *

*ADORE HER*

Gay

Today is the happy happy day! ;) Dunno wut is the causes but I like this Thursday. Eventho' the are 3 whores who's trying to bring me down today but hell yeah. I dun give a damn. Talk as much as u want about me.

I dun care a sec about u. ;)

Creed

Hello my friend

We meet again

It's been a while

Where should we begin?

Feels like forever

Within my heart

Are memories

Of perfect love that

You gave to me

Oh, I remember

When you are with me

I'm free, I'm careless

I believe

Above all the others

We'll fly

This brings tears

To my eyes

My sacrifice

We've seen our share

Of ups and downs

Oh, how quickly life

Can turn around

In an instant

It feels so good to reunite

Within yourself and

Within your mind

Let's find peace there

'Cause when you are

With me

I'm free, I'm careless

I believe

Above all the others

We'll fly

This brings tears

To my eyes

My sacrifice

I just want to

Say hello again :)

Next !

*Imma tired. Gotta lot stuff to do. Assignments!! Urghhhhhh!

Vine

*Cause everytime i get stuck the words wont fit. Hmmm.*

It's begun

It is happening! It really does. Preparing myself for it. Never thought it will turn like this.

Sabarlah ya Farah? :)

Option

I hate those situation that happening around me. It sucks. It really do sucks! I hate the college. I hate the people.

I hate it!

Coco

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

The Saturdays

[ ISSUES ]

Sometimes

I Feel like I’m going out of

My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a
damn crime,

But then you smile at me
and its all right,

With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,

There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….

Daym

Uhh. Woke up at 8 o'clock today. All the muscle are really damn hurts! Haihhhh. Even I cant walk properly. =.=". Hmm. wut shud I do today? Study? finish my assignment. Not in mood to do all the stuff. Gonna relax 1st. Then we do all those shit things !

Walk

We went out today. With mama, Adam, Fariz, Baby, Afiq. Some of other cousin n aunty also followed us. Noreha's family, Kak ita, Kak Dila and also Cik Nim.

We went to the waterfall first at 9am! So damn early doe! My head is like pening2 lalat when mama told us to get into the water. WutdeCikennn??!! Sejuk gilaa le mama! Haihhh. But somehow, the day was fantastic. We laughed alot,we smile alot and yet we cursed alot too! =.="

Around 3pm we went to a hill n started to hike. Urghhh. Sakit gilaa pinggang wooo. Ngeee. But with the lovely approach by Ayong,gave me strength to follow the others. Thanks Ayong. Love u.

I captured alot of pictures when we mananged to arrive at the peek! Bangga siot! Muahahhahaha. After giggling with the cousins,the UNCLE treated us alot of durian! Waaaaaaa. Makan smpai x ingat dunie T.T

Grave

There are some words spoken that can never be taken back and there are some words that will never be forgotten.

Bubbles

Today is my bad luck day >.< The back still hurt. So much. Urghhh. Cant wait to see the doctor. Wut is it the major problem is? Why cant any doctor tell me wuts going on with my back? Stupid dumb dumb lah! Today is the MOST stupid day I ever had.

Dewa

Sometimes I feel so cold
Like I'm waiting around all by myself
Loneliness gets so old
I'm in the lost and found sitting on the shelf
Been stuck for way too long
But I hear Your voice
You're who I'm counting on

Tell me You're here
That You will watch over me forever
Take hold of my heart
Show me You'll love me forever

I know that You can tell
When I start to let my hope fade away
I need to catch myself
Open my ears to hear You calling my name
Been fighting way too long
But I hear Your voice
You had me all along

When I'm starting to drown
You jump in to save me
When my world's upside down
Your hands, they shake me and wake me

P/S : God save me !

Oh !

Wuuuuu~ tulang sgt saket! Xtertahan rasenye. Huhuhu. Cane bley saket ni. Aku rase elok je aku jalan,tade pon lompat2 tinggi ke ape ke. Aku jage je diri aku. Ngeeee. Hope lpas appoinment ngan ortopedik semuanye akan berakhir. Saket gilaaaaaaa ohhh!!!! Tuhan je tau betape saketnye. Ngeeee.

Huh?

*mengalun indah mengisi jiwa*

its been awhile tho' :)

Name :

Nurul Farah Ain bt Mohd Fadzil

Birthday :

7th March 1991

Birthplace :

Hospital Kajang

Current Location :

Bangi,Selangor Darul Ehsan.

Eyes Colour :

Dark brown

Hair Colour :

Totally black ;)

Height :

151cm (gile ahh BONSAI!)

Right Handed or Left Handed :

RIGHT

The Shoes You Wore Today :

I aint go out today. Fever day. So dun wear any.

Your Weakness :

Errr? Cats, rats, dark, horror movie, Zulkiflie ;)

Your Perfect Pizza :

Ape kene mngena? Ngeee. I do love hawaian pizza. nyum2!

Goal You Woul

d Like To Achieve This Year :

I want to be a student who

success in her course.

Thoughts First Waking Up :

" Where's my phone??!!! "

Your Best Physical Feature :

Err entah?

Your Bedtime :

After 1am. muahahahhaha! ;p

Your Most Missed Memory :

I missed my sexy,naughty,bitchy time ;)

Pepsi or Coke :

Mountain dew!! or vanilla coke :)

MacDonalds or Burger King :

Burger King lah!

Single or Group Dates :

SINGLE ;)

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea :

LIPTON lemon sedap gile!

Chocolate or Vanilla :

Choc of course.

Cappuccino or Coffee :

Cappuccino!

Do you Smoke :

NO.

Do you Swear :

Yup?

Do you Sing :

Based on mood. heehee~

Do you Shower Daily :

Mesti mandi even malas cane pon. ngeeee~

Have you Been in Love :

Im in love right now ! :)

Do you want to get Married :

Yes I do.

Do you believe in yourself :

Sometimes. huhuhu.

Do you think you are Attractive :

Hahahahahahhaahahaha HELL NO!

Are you a Health Freak :

No im not. My parents are.

Do you get along with your Parents :

Sayang AYAH! :)

Do you like Thunderstorms :

Seram lah. Bising sgt.

Do you play an Instrument :

Guitar n keyboard.

How do you want to Die :

I wanna die first before my love one die :)