Walau raga kita terpisah jauh, namun hati kita selalu dekat

Heh lirik nak syahdu je group ni. Lack of experience will turn your life upside down. Heeee. Tapi dengar je takbir pagi-pagi tadi terus dah berazam. Apa azam tu biarlah aku je tau. But the most important thing is "Prepare for The Worst". Life without friends, yup susah. Kawan masa susah dan senang dah jauh. Guess I'm not so lucky to get a girlfriend as much as anybody else.

*Heh.

Yelah aku bukan kutu rayau yang suka melepak kat sekitar rumah tiap-tiap tengah malam. Mahu kene sebat dengan bapak. HOHO o.O Aah hidup makin sunyi. Semua orang dah sibuk dengan hal masing-masing. Yang kerja,balik kampung halaman,kahwin. Semua dah takde masa nak luang dengan aku. Hahaa bialah dorang Ain. Dorang pun ada life. Kau cari life kau sendiri lepas ni. Tak payah harap orang ambil tahu kisah hidup kau dah.

Ceritaharini ; Hari ini, esok dan seterusnya :)

Today is Eid Mubarak =)

Malam raya dah gerak pergi rumah nenek. As usual before balik kemas rumah macam nak pindah pastu bawak balik makanan 1 gudang, HAHA . Raya is all about fooooooodd ;) JK. Masa raya ni lah nak minta maaf pada sesiapa saja yang pernah kita kenal included the close one. Sesi maaf is done in the morning and of course sebab nak duit raya dari ayah sebenarnye(Ngeh3)

Masa raya banyak teringat dekat kawan-kawan lama and of yes zaman muda dulu. Things happened so fast! Sedar tak sedar dah nak sambung degree. Umur makin lanjut. Kena kurangkan bersosial. Ayah pun cakap, dignity is the most important.

* Tetibe rase nak post panjang. Hmmm.

Raya 2011 quite diff I guess. tak tau tang mane yang lain but it's diff. Alamak ramai pulak yg datang tetiba. Chow dulu :)

Ceritaharini ; Orang cakap dah makin matang. Dah jadi anak dara. Boleh lah makcik masuk minang ;)

Shopping lagi

*Tweet : Every girl who's been hurt in her past is cautious about who she gives her heart to in the future.*

Bangi to Kajang to Mid Valley to Bangi hell yeah pretty tired tho'. Dah la unexpected people yang datang sekali. What am I supposed to do? Yup I don't even care you're there. Heh. Lame guys lame excuses. Tak banyak aku dapat rembat. Adelah baju sikit, shawl 1 je. Watdehek lah kan. Heee. Esok shopping lagi? Hotak kau. Penat okay. Sabtu saja with mama . Till then :)

Ceritaharini ; Tak payahlah nak pandang sampai camtu sekali. Macam tak pernah tengok pempuan. Heh!

Shopping

"Be present, it is the only moment that matters."

Harini hari merdeka. Mari gegarkan semua mall di Selangor ni =D Ok tadi sempat menyambar baju 3 pasang tp masih tak puas hati (─‿‿─) Takpe, tomorrow never ever die baybeh. Esok kita rempit lagi. Ehemm. Dah jadi bini orang tak boleh rempit dah. Heeee chalooo.

Ceritaharini ;Apesal pandang-pandang? Ade orang kene sound, HAHA

Cuti 1 tahun

*Yeeeahh aku booosannnnnn nak mati!*

*4.30pm*

Baru cuti 2 hari aku dah serabut .

Beginilah nasib kalau ibu bapa bekerja dan anak keseorangan di rumah . Yeah hidup makin membosankan di rumah bila semakin dewasa . Inilah yang dinamakan proses PEMBESARAN (ke tumbesaran) HAHA aku taktau. Well tomorrow, u'll be prepare for me. Cuz I need to be wild for ya tomorrow ;)

I only want to love you twice in my lifetime. That's now and forever

Life gets real .

People's change .

Relationship gets harder .

Well , deal with it . U chose it at the 1st place .

p/s ; I don't wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith .

Facebook

No more Lilo Ohana .

Goodbye social network .

I'll never say Hello to u again .

Ever .

It's been 2 weeks and I don't have any urge to log in again =)

Stop breathing if I don't see u anymore

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed to hear you say

"That I love you

I have loved you all along"

BFFF

See the one who wearing an orange t-shirt ? =) She's my boo, my best friend fucking forever, my mum, my dad, my teacher . Name, Hayatul Husna Hassan . Yesterday was the hardest day for me . It's like u'll never see someone that u care anymore . It's like u have to learn to live alone without anyone by ur side . I can understand what is happening but I can't promise I can fit well . It takes time . It's all about time . It's hard enough to let her go to do practical and it's even harder to accept that now we can't see more often ='(

We share the same feelings, the same taste in music, thoughts (not so even sumtimes, HAHA). But we do understand each others even it takes time to do it =) Dengan org lain aku tak kisah nak gaduh ke ape , but with her aku boleh merajuk cam budak2 . Ngeh3~ Sorry bebeh . I can show the true colours of me only when I'm with u . Thank u for understand me . Thank u for not be tired when with me and the most THANK YOU is , thank u for chose me as your friend . U're one of a kind . I love you =)

Lulus

From left : Faizati , Ecah , me , Kak Umai

From left : Kak Umai, Faizati, Ecah, me

From left : Kak Umai, Faizati, Ain , me

Suke betol korang ni tangkap gambar kan ? -..-"

The best sister ; Umairah =)

Mum and dad agree to allow me stay at Salak Tinggi :) It's the most soothing discussion I'd ever been into. No harsh words instead. Only the supportive words and a little motivation from them. Mungkin dorang dah boleh lepas kan aku which is very very good ;) A new journey is waiting for me out there. And this is so real for me ! :)

Terasa diri amat terhina bila ..

• Kau lupa apa yang dah berlaku.
• Kau anggap semuanya remeh.
• Kau buang satu persatu tanggapan aku terhadap kau.
• Kau belum faham apa itu SATU.
• Kau belum faham.

Itu sahaja . Noktah .

Kenapa perempuan gedik ?

Aku pun sebenarnya tak tahu apa yang dorang dapat bila menggedik. Tak ada pun perempuan gedik yang jadik jutawan sebab kegedikan mereka. Dapat pahala? Jauh sekali. Daripada pemerhatian aku kenapa diaorang menggedik ialah :

1. Berkemungkinan dibayar oleh orang lain untuk membuat musuh² mereka tak senang duduk. Kemon lah. Duit kan. Mak cik kantin pun sanggup asalkan dibayar lumayan.

2. Untuk menarik perhatian lelaki kacak mahupun tak berapa nak kacak. Kadang² muka iras² **** ****** pun sanggup lagi menggedik. Nak sangat tengok lelaki kacak teruja melompat-lompat bila tengok kau gedik padahal kat belakang siap tunjuk fak.

3. Rasa comel macam pikachu. Padahal andartu. Orang kat sebelah muntah darah tengok kau.

4. Rasa diri tu artis. Macam lah terkenal sangat. Obama pun tak pernah tengok muka kau.

5. Memanjangkan umur. Bila dah gedik tak rasa lah umur kau macam dah tua sangat. Rasa muda je. Tak caya cuba lah mengedik. Kalau dah bersedia nak kena tumbuk.

6. Mungkin beliau alien atau bukan kategori manusia. Hantu ke makhluk ghaib ke ayah pin ke...

7. Nak sangat publistiti murahan. Nak publisiti betul kena bayar, tak mampu punya pasal terpaksalah buat² gedik. Post gambar mulut kembung , perut kembung kat facebook dan macam² lagi. Nak popular terjun lombong lah. Confirm esok keluar berita. Kan lagi senang.

8. Ada penyakit kronik atau dalam bahasa saintifiknya 'gedikkroniknakmampus'. Aku baru je kaji tadi. Kuman dia cepat merebak.

9. Petanda dah tak lama kat dunia ni. Kalau ada kawan² korang yang gedik² ni. Sediakan kain kapan untuk dia.

10. Gila.

p/s ; Aku memang tak suka orang gedik. Rasa nak cucuk tengkuk dia dengan garfu.

Freedom is mine

At last , the journey come to its end ;) 2 tahun setengah yang berliku , jatuh dan bangun ( oh ye , kalau rase menyampah, jangan lah bace). It's not you who know what is exactly going on thru this years ;) Kalau tak suka , kekalkan rase tu . Tak suruh pun kau ubah (^^,) The very last thing I can conclude from this 2 years and a half journey is , ZERO . But when it comes to you my dear friends , I feel alive ! May we're not forgotten each other someday :)

p/s ; Husna , Quzaitul , Farah Ainaa , Syamila :)

Defending too much .

Thinks you're better on judging yourself ? Think twice . Or thrice . Ask others . It might help . What is enough , is enough . Speak like a human . This surrounding is not involving only you . Thanks .