Diskriminasi

Diskriminasi.

Discrimination.

Kedua-duanya mempunyai makna yang sama. Dan yang paling nyata, aku boleh nampak benda ini adalah virus paling susah untuk di-delete. Baik di Malaysia mahupun negara lain.

Otak bengkak? Sempit? Kau rasa kerusi kau diperbuat daripada emas?

Oh shait. Kamon-lah people.

Baru gaji 2k or 3k, kome rase kome da duduk atas awan dah? Aih fikir pakai otak ye kakak.

Ape hebat sangat ke pengetahuan yang kome ade tu?

Tak semua benda kau tahu.

Contohnye, boleh ke Pengarah Syarikat XXXX jadi Tukang Masak di kantin Sekolah XXX ? Konfem haramjadah yang diorang masak.

Contoh lain , boleh ke Datin Syarikat Butik XXXX jadi Tukang Cuci Tandas di Pavillion? Rosak Prada, Gucci, Primavera diorang.

So, masing-masing ada kelebihan dan kekurangan. And we can't simply saying that the lower class people is Zero.

You just don't know what they can do and what they can't do. If you can't be judged by the people around you, they feels the same too.

We talk about human being, right?

Don't you know that we are forbid to judge and punish people?

Itu tugas Tuhan.

Ceritaharini ; I love Sunday! : )

Untuk Awak

After 3 days we spent times together.

This is what I felt.

If you're here, listen to it.

Each line is made up just for you : )

~* Lady Antebellum - Can't Take My Eyes Off You *~

Ceritaharini ; There will be next time. But this 2 years we have, it totally prove something to everyone :)

My boss

Situasi mase Subuh tadi telah mencacatkan jadual tido aku.

Semuanya bos punya pasal.

He's getting obviously nuts!

And I dunnow how to solve it but as mum said,

"Leave the centre ASAP."

Duhhh -..-"

I need money. Yeah for sure the allowance from dad still there but there's a BUT.

I need to go out from this house. I cant sit and doing nothing.

It's just not me.

For some girls, they'll choose to sit and do nothing.

For me, it's not going to happen.

I'm an independent and I'm workaholic type.

Ceritaharini ; Karoke yuukk! Eheheh.

Lelaki Keji?

Ahahah. We do have different perception on each guy we've met. Lots of them are seriously act like they are The-Most-Macho-Man-Seriously-Damn-Ever-After.

I mean, watdehek lah people. Are you guys seriously really that pathetic?

Kemon-lah.

It's not the way you look.

It's not the way you walk.

It's not the branded things you wear.

It's not the car you've got.

IT IS NOT.

But peeeeliisssss. No need to pretend like you are Mr.Cool all the times. Give a break lah.

We look the inside things that you'll never show to others. It's all about the inside.

Maybe you can just start to use your head frequently and be a Man.

Inspirasi dapat lepas membaca ini http://terfaktab.blogspot.com/2011/10/troll-jenis-lelaki-keji.html. Ceritanya 101% agreed!

Ceritaharini ; Hari malang.

Alhamdulillah

Result keluar akhirnya. Alhamdulillah is all I can say : )

Now, new advantures.

Bachelor in Education of TESL .

Here I come! =)

Ceritaharini ; Berbaloi potong rambut hari ni even price mencanak ;)

Gelap

Satu, terima kasihku

Dua, jagalah dirimu

Tiga, hapuskan diriku

Moga bahagia selalu.

Ceritaharini ; Biar gelap yang membuta. Hanya ini yang tinggal untuk aku.

Lelaki dan Facebook

Pantang berdahi licin, bersusun ayat dikarang. This is what typical guy in Malaysia would do.

Tak kiralah suami orang mahupun bapak orang. Aku dah cakap Facebook merosakkan tapi itulah ramai yang leka. Sekarang dah terjadi kat seseorang.

What I can say more. Tapi dasyat jugak dia ni selidik. Hahaha. Tabik untuk anda. Dalam kegembiraan terselit sedikit kerunsingan. Kalau benda ni jadi macam apa yang dah jadi dekat Girlfriend aku camne? Err.

Takpe, penyelidikan masih diteruskan.

But memang macam haram lah apa-apa yang berkaitan dengan social network ni. Mak ayah gaduh,kawan baik putus kawan,tunang orang dirampas dan macam-macam lagi.

Ape lah bengap sangat. Setakat gambar ayu sikit,rambut dye sikit,pakai sleeveless, pakai maxi je, berjuta buaya yang hilang waras. Sorry to say but this kind of guy is absolutely @#$%!

Lepas tu bila isteri/tunang/mak/gf sendiri transform jadi macam tu,reti pulak kau nak bising. Tak elok macam ni,tak elok buat macam tu. 5 jam kau khutbah. Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau buat?

Ceritaharini ; Sabar wahai **** tersayang. Karma is here with us. I will always there for you :)

Bingung ke bengong?

Saya seorang pendendam.

Asalnya tak pun. Tapi manusia ni bukan bodoh dan mudah diperbodohkan. Saya seorang yang sangat suka berfikir dan memandang sesuatu secara mendalam. Saya selalu fikir apa yang akan berlaku, kenapa dia buat macam tu, dia ni orang yang macam mana, dan sebagainya.

Saya boleh faham setiap maksud tersirat dari setiap kata-kata, gerak geri seseorang. If kita rasa lain tu semestinya ada something wrong somewhere kan?

Cara saya mengekspresikan perasaan saya ialah dengan balas balik setiap perbuatan yang telah mereka lakukan terhadap saya. Payback is damn worth. Saya tahu cara itu salah. Tapi adakah mereka tahu bahawa apa yang mereka lakukan terhadap saya itu salah?

Saya cuma tak boleh biarkan orang lakukan sesuka hati dia terhadap saya. Kalau dia kata dia manusia, habis tu saya ni apa? Ayam?

Saya juga punya perasaan. Cuma dengan cara payback what you've did to me is the best method to me.

Saya tak kisah jadi seorang pendendam. Dia tak tahu betapa sakitnya dipijak dan ditikam dari belakang hidup-hidup.

Ceritaharini ; Jangan ingat orang yang bodoh-bodoh alang lagi bodoh dari anda. You dont know the capability of them.

Watdefuk?!!

***** ??

Gileeeeee taaaaaknakkk !

Aku pangkah 30 october ni -..-"

Nak pergi jejauh.

Padan muka semua orang.

Ngeeeeee.

Degree holder

Pretty anxious to know the result but it is pretty excited to continue my study ! :)

Nak habiskan degree cepat and then I can focus on my work. And I pray not to get the same environment like I've been through before.

This time I hope its gonna be a way much different. Harap sangat ni weyy -..-"

UITM or UKM? Discussion is not done yet. UKM is the 1st option for me. UM?

Oh entah lah.

Banyak choice but its all depends on me. Saya yang nak belajar. Weeeeee :)

Ceritaharini ; Apesal tah?

Tak faham

Ingatkan dah berubah.

Tapi macam tu jugak.

Baik tak payah tanya.

Being concern is a crime rupanya.

Bullshit.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over babe?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What I cannot change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change

I will learn to love what I cannot change

But I will change

Whatever I, whenever I can

Ceritaharini ; Got no family I can blame.

Mr. Saxobeat

He makes me dance

Bring me up, bring me down

Play it sweet

Make me move like a freak

Mr. Saxobeat

Mana mungkin pohon bergoyang jika tiada yang menggoncangnya?

Percaya itu perlu.

Yakin itu mesti.

Orang takkan bercakap tanpa sebab.

Tapi sayangnya, batu tak boleh ditelan tanpa pecahkan terlebih dahulu

New flavor 2011

*Shake shake bump bump for today*

=)

Nursery

Spooky. Macam-macam boleh jadi.

Ceritaharini ; Kena cuci sikit ni. Huuuu.

Easy for you to say

Suddenly ,

"Being in contact with anyone is no betrayal"

Bercakap memang senang kalau perkara tu memang selalu dibuat dan dilanggar batasnya oleh segelintir manusia.

Bagi segelintir yang tidak? Mungkin boleh dicuba perkara yang sama.

Ceritaharini ; Terlajak perahu boleh undur, kalau terlajak kata ?

Either way

It don't matter what you see.

I know I could never be

Someone that'll look like you.

It don't matter what you say,

I know I could never face

someone that could sound like you.

Ceritaharini ; Jumaat.

Heart Vacancy

I hear your heart, cry for love.
But you won’t let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.

Every night, you lock up.
You won’t let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes.
I can turn the tide

Ceritaharini ; Tidur.

Duet

Bos dah gila.

Gonna be my nightmare!

Gila lah lagu baik punyaaaaa -..-"

Ceritaharini ; Mama gonna leave for 4 days. Sobs sobs.

Don't

Don't Tell your problems.. Nobody Cares.

Don't Talk so much... Nobody Listens.

Don't Explain... Nobody Understands.

Is it enough to breathe ?

I was under your spell for such a long time

Couldn't break the chains

You played with my heart tore me apart

With all your lies and games

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left

If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

What you did to me boy I can’t forget

Beggin - Madcon

New drugs in Semenyih.

Dancing class in the air.

Busy : )

* Their replay button is ruined. So do i ;) *

Kakak angkat

Mula-mula kata kawan.

Lepas tu kata, kawan sekolah.

Lepas tu kata kawan ni duduk jauh dah lama tak jumpa.

Lepas tu orang bagitau aku tu kakak angkat.

Lepas tu kau plan nak jumpa dengan dia.

Lepas tu tak dapat pulak.

Kau dapat jumpa dalam Facebook je.

Hari-hari memang dia sorang lah kau rindu and tak boleh nak miss ber-chatting and webcam.

Lepas tu tipu aku.

Alasan semua lapuk dan memang tak seiring dengan apa yang kau cakap.

Letih betul dengan alasan setiap kali.

Aku rasa macam nak buat semua balik apa yang kau dah buat.

Setiap kali kau keluar, call, mesej, Im, Ym dengan segala tok nenek perempuan tu aku rasa aku pun boleh buat.

Ceritaharini ; Setiap kali kau tipu aku, aku akan tahu lambat laun. Btw, aku pun ada. Hidup ni karma. Kau dah buat, aku akan buat.

Ahad

Satu-satunya hari aku boleh bangun lambat.

Tenang je rasa hari ni : )

Ceritaharini ; Apa pun boleh jadi.

This is what you really are, kan?

Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more

But after I did it I don't know what I did it for

I admit that I have been a little immature

Fucking with your heart like I was the predator

In my book of lies I was the editor

And the author

I forged my signature

And now I apologise for what I did to you

Ceritaharini ; Jika dengan mu hanyut, biarlah aku lemas.

You don't know my name

Everything is checked.

Its not a denial.

We knew you're good in words.

Long time ago.

And, that's a fact.

Words won't hold me longer.

It kills me.

It kills us.

Ceritaharini ; Tired.

Bagai ada tak merestu

Jika denganmu salah
Ku tak mahu yang benar
Jika denganmu rebah

Biarlah ku tercalar

Jika denganmu kabur
Ku tak mahu yang jelas
Jika denganmu hanyut
Biarlah aku lemas

Ceritaharini ; Biar aku mati lemas. Hanya itu cara untuk kita berdua bersatu.