Get up. Talk to me.

My mind is lost

My heart is lost

My body is lost

My spirit is lost

And I don’t know

If I can find it.

My pride is somewhat lost

My soul is somewhat lost

My thoughts are somewhat lost

My words are somewhat lost

Can not find what to say.

The love is no longer there

The happiness is no longer there

The smiles and pretending is

No longer there.

The happy thoughts are

No longer there.

Nowhere to be found

This is me.

But I don’t get it

They hurt me

Can’t they see?

Maybe I should just stay out

Of their lives.