Mengapa bercinta kalau kesudahannya pasrah ?

I never asked you to state any apology . And if by doing that makes you think I'm the one who can't be blame and you're the guilty one or vice versa , you're wrong . Don't say any if you're not meant to . It makes those thing goes deeper . I can understand everything well , and yes I am daddy's little girl . But it doesn't mean in real life Imma stupid little girl either .

We both had state our apology . I do admit my unaware mistake . Terkilan jugak bila ada orang fikir that I jump into a relationship but I don't want to expose him . Baik tak payah bercinta kalau macam tu . And I think we score the same thing too. You disappointed me when in college , the thing that I had to face EVERYDAY , EVERY HOUR , EVERY MINUTE . You can't feel the pain , I guess. The only pain you felt is the pain of know nothing and being neglected that ONLY happen when it want to happen, NOT EVERYDAY , EVERY HOUR , EVERY MINUTE , because of your so UNAWARE mistake .

And things are clear now . You had mention what you felt about me all this time and I did mine too. Being quiet is my only option . Not because I don't have any effort to get my life back . Things changed this time . And now I just asked for 1 thing . Leave me alone . Things will be easy for you if I'm not here with you anymore . I release you .

p/s ; Imma handicap . I can't showing any love all through this time . Forgive me for my weakness.

This time it's not about defensive. It's about me.

Try to think it's about ego stuff ? Well, let it be. It's more than that. It's not about you. It's about me who try to think what's going on. Enuff of judging stuff. If this is the end, well thanks to you. I'm speaking here right through my HEAD . I'm not as you think . Keep assuming will not make you go further . Once again I repeat, this is straight through the HEAD not heart .

p/s ; Don't have the ability how to express/show love ? Mock at me then and regret .

Terhenti di sini

Sedangku membaca wajahmu ,

Senyumanmu menggambarkan sesuatu ,

Jika kau fahami isi hatiku ,

Ku tak ingin waktu henti tanpamu .

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti ,

Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini .

Andai kau dapat memahami ,

Bahawa ku menangung semua ini ,

Bukan niatku ingin kau pergi ,

Kerna ku masih terhenti di sini .

p/s ; U're the reason for I smile , Adam =)

Penerimaan yang ikhlas

"Ku sedar ku tak seberapa

Jika dibanding mereka

Yang jauh lebih megah dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias

Hanyalah hati yang ikhlas

Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi"

Kisah Dongeng by Stacy . Suara nice plus the lyric memang bertambah niceee . Ya aku dengar lagu sebab lyric . Sebab tu tak minat lagu yang tak faham macam POP-POP tu . Macam tuuutt ja , HAHAHA . Sorry pada yg minat . Berbalik kepada tajuk , Penerimaan yang Ikhlas .

Kenapa manusia berbeza ? Setiap satunya berbeza ? Ada jawapan tak ? Jawapan aku satu je . That's make ourself different and special from others . Even korang rasa korang tak special , but that's life it is . Biarlah ada kekurangan ape pun but that's yourself. That's who you are . Kan ?

Penah rasa di-judge just because anda menjadi diri sendiri ? Salah anda ke kalau anda berbeza ? Salah kah kalau mengikut haluan yang kita pilih sendiri ? Salah kah kalau kita nampak berbeza dari yang lain ? Ianya pilihan anda kalau anda mahu kelihatan berbeza. Ianya pilihan anda kalau anda tak mengikut peredaran masa . Perlu kah nak nampak sama dengan orang lain ? Jadi apa erti dengan pepatah "You are for who you are ". Kenapa baru sekarang nak diadili segala tu ?

One thing to share . It's HURT when we can't be what we want to and you know that you just can't . We need the closed one to support us and be with us all the time eventho' when we're in mess . Support in a way of don't hurt us by word. Berfikir dulu sebelum cakap adalah digalakkan. Sometimes , once you've said thing that you didn't mean , it's hurt forever . Things can change but the effect will take forever .

p/s ; Kini ku fahami erti cintamu. Kau hanya bernyawakan patung dalam dirimu . Tiada siapa sudi perhatikan . Itu yang ku duga selama ini .

For him that I care

I strongly believe

on God above

He created you

for me to love.

He leaves behind

all the rest

Because He knew

you are the best.

p/s ; Mohammad Zulkiflie =)

I miss you

When she's sad , I become mad.

When she's scared , I take all fear.

When she cry ,

I wipe the tears off her cheeks

and make her cheers .

When she needs someone to talk to ,

I like to remain there .

When she needs something ,

I will go through all situations

to seek what it is that she needs .

When her heart break ,

I try my best to become a sheild .

When she needs me ,

I find out where is she

When we fight ,

I after a moment, apologise .

When she stumbles in life ,

I help her to stand up right .

If, you may ask ..

I said , cause she's my best friend , like no other .

p/s ; I miss you bestie . Need you by my side right now ='(

Foolish Love

At the beginning of dis relationship

Everything went fine and good.

Emotions can't be ceased..

Feelings are hard to control..

This moment seems no end of sweetness, fun and excitement.

Within this time,

U'll see urself giggling and laughing.

This are the moments ur really won't forget to smile.

But after quite some time..

Certainly, u'll end up crying.

After all.

Jika kau tiada

Rata-rata , ramai yang kahwin pada usia muda. Esok, kawan aku nak kahwin. Umur baru 20 . Tapi dah rezeki dia, nak buat cemane kan ? =) Yang saya ni ? Masih menunggu ♥ Best sangat ke kahwin muda ni ?

Perkara berkahwin ni bukannya boleh dibuat main-main. Nak bina rumahtangga bukannya untuk sehari dua. Secara peribadi, tidak salah rasanya berkahwin pada usia yang muda. Tapi pasangan itu haruslah berfikir secara mendalam sebelum membuat keputusan untuk mengikat perjanjian sehidup semati selama-lamanya. Ini sesetengah pendapat yang diberikan bila di tanya isu kahwin awal :

Lelaki A : “Kenapa nak berkahwin? Eh, tak nak. Nanti terikat lah..tak boleh nak enjoy lagi..”

Lelaki B : “Boleh nak kahwin muda. Tak kisah umur, asalkan ada compromise and faith. InsyaAllah perkahwinan akan kekal..”

Lelaki C : “Tak nak kahwin muda..Banyak benda tak tercapai lagi. Nak bina kerjaya dulu..”

Jika anda mampu dan sudah bersedia untuk menghadapi segala kemungkinan dan tanggungjawab, jangan lah di lengah-lengahkan lagi. Bak kata orang tua-tua, perkara yang baik tak elok di lengahkan.

Ada kelebihan dan ada kekurangannya dalam membina rumahtangga pada usia yang muda.

Yang penting, anda harus bijak untuk berfikir sedalam-dalamnya dan rujuklah kepada kedua ibu bapa anda sebelum keputusan mendirikan rumahtangga di tetapkan, tidak kiralah apa jua peringkat umur anda.

p/s ; Jika dia bukan ditakdirkan untuk anda, jangan putus asa. Perjalanan hidup anda baru sahaja bermula. Get a life =)