This time it's not about defensive. It's about me.

Try to think it's about ego stuff ? Well, let it be. It's more than that. It's not about you. It's about me who try to think what's going on. Enuff of judging stuff. If this is the end, well thanks to you. I'm speaking here right through my HEAD . I'm not as you think . Keep assuming will not make you go further . Once again I repeat, this is straight through the HEAD not heart .

p/s ; Don't have the ability how to express/show love ? Mock at me then and regret .