While Im Here

This is it.

The day that I'll never forget.

The pain I feel inside will never heal.

Again, silent will kill me and everyone around me.

And again, I've been judging and been accused by the way I act and how nature treats me.

Guess life is not in love with me. It hates me.

While Im here, I'll take care of myself.

While Im here, I'll pretend that I'll never listen.

While Im here, I'll pretend that I'll never see.

While Im here, I'll pretend that I'll never feel anything.

It is hard to face things that you can't easily express.

My mouth was like been locked and I don't even know why.

I never asked to be born this way.

I never choose to be in this situation.

This is who I really am.

Im not somebody. Im just an ordinary girl from an ordinary place.

I really never asked people to treat me like this.

I will never hurt someone that I care about more than myself.

Its hurt enough when people said, "U and I are diff. Been raised in a different family."

Is this "Status" situation really exists?

I wish it is not until someone believes it.

I am sorry for being born this way and with this family.

I am sorry. I really am.

Ceritaharini ; Sometimes people don't notice the things we do for them until we stop doing them.