For Iris

I need YOU just like we need air :)

This little thing called ...

Have you ever wanted to ask a question, but didn’t because you knew that in your heart, you wouldn’t be able to handle the answer.

Forgiveness does not change the past

"Some men focus more on how to get a woman, but once they have her, they lose focus on how to keep her."

Ceritaharini ; War does not put an end to terror but allows it to spread further and put an end to us.

Me, myself and I

Things that I really feel right now ;

i) Sometimes, you have to realize that the people you can't live without, can live without you.

ii) Its really hard to give back the trust once it is ruined.

iii) Love you more that I can ever scream.

iv) Insecurity is what's ugly. Not me.

v) Never assume that someone likes you by their sweetness. Sometimes, you're just an option when they're bored.

Peka dan matang

Only now, family and God knows better.

This things going too deep and Im afraid it can't be heal anymore.

Words can't give me guarantee that everythings gonna be fine.

Being left alone its not the best choice.

Actions, good thought, trust are the one Im looking for.

Im growing up, physically and mentally.

I do change.

But how and what I feels inside, tak pernah berubah.

Say what you wanna say. Judge me like you used to.

Bcuz this time I'm not myself anymore.

Saya rasa tenat sangat.

Satu persatu cerita lampau terimbas kembali.

Perih nak telan walaupun alasan ketika itu hanya tiada pengalaman dan perwatakan semulajadi memang begitu.

Nak berubah memang susah.

Orang yang menutup kisah lampaunya dan mengulanginya kembali adalah orang yang paling tidak boleh dipercayai dengan apa cara sekalipun.

Simpan sedikit ruang dalam diri untuk berfikir mengapa semua berulang lagi dan mengapa masih tiada perubahan.

Hendak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih, helah.

Tak salah untuk beralah and this time it is my time to pull this things over.

Jangan mudah menghakimi seseorang berpandukan luarannya. Hanya berganti kulit, tidak berganti hati.

I’m not trying to be rude or crude.

I just wanted one thing from you and you got confused.

I wish there's someone who can see these three things :

The sorrow behind my smile

The love behind my anger

and the reason behind my silence.

Which the one who know how to act fast.

It's for you and you too

It’s easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides.

Never judge,learn to respect and acknowledge the feelings of another.

And yes, I am still in pain.

Do you know how it feels when you cant tell anyone about everything?

You know what? Yes I have changed.

I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I am sick of being used, and walked over.

I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because everyone I trusted hurt and betrayed.

I distance myself from people, because in the end, they're only going to leave.

I have changed because I have realized that I'm the only person I can depend on.

Ceritaharini ; Thicker and smarter.

Really doesn't matter

A drop in the ocean

A change in the weather

I was hoping someday you and I may end up together

But nothing has changed as I stand in the desert.

Who really owns my heart then?

Ceritaharini ; Ignorance and heartless are stupid.

For me and for you

"Be who you want to be and not what others want to see."

I am for who I am years ago.

I did mentioned this to everyone I know.

And maybe yes, physically I've changed.

But not the inside.

I'm still the old me.

For the one who just thought that I'm different from who I am before, you're just totally wrong.

I did this to build up my self-confidence, my trust to everyone who just always got me left behind.

It is hurt to be judge and it is hurt to be left alone.

Maybe me myself is the mistake in this situation.

And I do regret for being born this way if this is the cause.

I just wanna be me.

If you really want something to happen, then make it happen. I know sometimes fate does that for you, but most of the time, you have do it on your own.

Please build up yourself.

Ceritaharini ; I guess it's okay not to be okay.

Stars are shining again :)

"Some days are a battle to get through. The best thing to do is move forward carefully and watch out for the land mines."

Those days are nightmares to me.

Something I don't expected to happen but it does.

Bagus jugak berubah. At least someone realized who I am and what I am.

and I thank God for gives me those tests before.

I really thank Him for that :)

It is not hard to know who I am.

All you need is an open minded mind and positive.

I think that everybody are changed now and I hope this changed will remains.

Communication is the Key towards the happiness!

Ceritaharini ; I have own reasons to hate people who being such a bitch towards me.